cycles

here's the thing:  i had a brilliant idea yesterday.  that is not a sentence i frequently get to write.  i was working at home, trying something new, trying to write my way out of the fog that has become the book and it hit me!  it was a whole new way to give the book structure, to give the book a raison d'être.  truly, from wherever those strokes of genius come from, it had happened to me.  but then i realized that i have to have more than the brilliant idea.  i have to implement it throughout the entire manuscript and make it live up to its divine inception.  ugh.  i am really hoping that i am more than what you see.